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| Maddogme |
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Registered Member #964
Joined: Sat Jan 12 2008, 07:23PMPosts: 1776 |
Hola amigos, I just need to get a few things off my chest to make me a little bit better. My Mom met this guy on the internet about a year ago, and you know they're like best friends I guess you could call it, but my parents have been married for 26 years, and I'm afraid that my mom and her friend have taken things a little bit too far, I've caught her doing the most disgusting thing on her webcam towards the "best friend." So after weeks of not saying anything I sit here for the first time today asking myself, is my mom really still married to my dad for love? Or is she just married to him for financial reasons, she spends most of the money on bull shit, leaving me and my dad bar none to do what we wish with it. For the first time today, I confronted my dad saying, I've caught her doing this many times, please take a course of action against this, tell her. to be quite honest, she doesn't even remind me of a mom, she doesn't sleep in the same bed as my dad, she's totally isolated her self from the family, she sits in what we call an apartment in our house, by herself talking 24/7 to this guy on skype, they don't even cancel the call when they go to sleep. My mom get's really fucking pissed if I "interrupt" the time her friend gets home for lunch, which is fucking stupid cause why the fuck spend time with someone that's 500+ miles from fucking you and not spend time with your family. to be quite honest, I don't really give a rat's ass if my dad cheated on her, I would actually try to help my dad get some ass. I just think my life is in some bad kind of turmoil right now. Last I checked my dad was in the apartment room with my mom, I don't know what they are talking about. What triggered this event was my mom's random bursts of attitude of trying to get any attention she can, by raging throwing shit, being a giant fucking hypocrite, and just every other fucking thing possible. Sorry if you guys just really don't give a fuck, I'm just trying to make myself feel better. |
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| Rusty |
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FTS Server Op
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Joined: Wed Mar 01 2006, 06:33PMPosts: 2682 |
I'm not a doctor, but I'm going to throw out a word that makes me happy in stressful times with women. Cunt. One of the greatest words in the world. But don't go calling people it, just say it when mad, always helps me! And sorry things are fucked man. |
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| Maddogme |
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Registered Member #964
Joined: Sat Jan 12 2008, 07:23PM Posts: 1776 |
A bit of an update. My parents are talking, but way off topic. I feel like I'm sinking in this hole of depression, every time I let my mind sink further in, I see this white place, I would guess it's my dream place, it's beautiful and white, full isolation from everything and everyone, idenifitying freedom, something telling me, you are completely free from anything thing, you can be called free, but always bond to something, emotions, family, money. Seeing myself, I can say I wont do anything drastic like self mutilating, suicide, but this fear inside me says I'm not the one going to hurt myself, my parents are. I know it's a damn rare chance for my parents to lay a finger on me, but there are some abnormal cases out there that have this happen. I just don't know anymore in this world, it's just so difficult to understand. But to add some humility to this. FML. |
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| emerican |
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Registered Member #164
Joined: Tue Mar 07 2006, 12:07PMPosts: 3146 |
who watches their mom on a webcam? | ||
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| Kcow |
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Registered Member #643
Joined: Tue Apr 10 2007, 04:44PMPosts: 1921 |
emerican wrote ... who watches their mom on a webcam? Who let's themselves get 300 pounds? |
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I will verbally rape you.
Registered Member #636
Joined: Fri Apr 06 2007, 01:15AMPosts: 495 |
Kcow wrote ... emerican wrote ... who watches their mom on a webcam? Who let's themselves get 300 pounds? If he worked out all the time like me, he wouldn't be 300 pounds. |
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| Ruskiy Soldat |
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Joined: Tue Oct 17 2006, 10:00PMPosts: 1295 |
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| slick |
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Registered Member #877
Joined: Tue Oct 02 2007, 07:21PMPosts: 663 |
maddogme ask some money from your mom with a serious face?? i'd say you gotta try to be a little less nice to your mom. Probably even confront her with this issue. What can happen if you do? worry mostly about what you got to do in your life, like studying, planning for the future, getting a job now, going out with friends, spend some of the money with friends n'shit. i don't know if i should be saying that stuff but eh...take it or leave.....or change some of it. what do you think?? |
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| Maddogme |
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Registered Member #964
Joined: Sat Jan 12 2008, 07:23PM Posts: 1776 |
emerican wrote ... who watches their mom on a webcam? It's like this, I was walking to go tell something to my mom, I cracked open the door I see the webcam sitting there infront of her and on her screen was the friend. |
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| Madvillain |
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Registered Member #445
Joined: Sun Oct 01 2006, 11:42PMPosts: 2233 |
i dont believe this | ||
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